Burning Desire in me Right Now!

Right now am life goes by: day by day, hour by hour this desire keeps burning deep and strongly inside of me. I want to hear His voice, to see His face! To look upon that face, even if what He may say to me might hurt, I want to hear Him. I want to be beautiful in His when I see Him at the end! It burns harder and harder in me. I want to see those near pierced hands, that face of love, joy, peace, etc., those feet. I hope to write one day that I heard His voice/I has Him.